Opportunity to win or an Opportunity to make myself a fool

Gotta start blogging more often...

 

Anyways, so today(as I am blogging this it's at 6AM in the morning of 27th of June of 2015. So today Lionel, has invited me for a Birthday party today. And I have yet to confirm my availability... But one peculiar person will be coming.. I repeat.. Will be coming. And yes that person is a she..

 

Long story short, from what I know about her.. 15 going 16, animal lover, specificall canines, specifically The Alaskan Malamutes. Responsible, sensible, and An ABSOLUTE KILLER VOICE 😍 . One thing that really reeled me in. As a first impression. A simple girl. With moderate taste. Will not mention her name.. Only the initials. TAL.

So I'm hoping I WILL FINALLY CONFRONT HER . Yes I used confront. Instead of confess.Using confession seems cliché. So ... I might be honoured into a path which I would be very happy with. Or friend zone. Or worse... Strangerzoned. So nervous

Jolene has left the family.

Over the past 6 months I have been working in Starbucks Coffee Company, that's almost half a year.. Manage to get in and be working comfortably with the others . For these 6 months, it was somewhat both thrilling and heart aching experience, from what I learnt so far. If you get attached to someone too much . When they leave you. It hurts.

 

Today marks my 6th month officially as an employee or shall we say barista, and yesterday was my saddest experience so far to be working here. We are a good family, kinda, but it's something. Assholes in the group, they exist, I usually brush themm off as pests. But yesterday my favourite person which I am proud to call my partner .. Has left us, I understand her responsibility to keep moving forward through her education years. But I have grown too attached to her persona.. Always over-reacting. But eventually turns down to that face she always makes... I'm always glad if I was at Drive Thru POS with her as my secondary. Or better as my DTO or my DTR whichever is better... Regardless.

 

Without her I would have quit Starbucks a long time ago... Because I cannot cope with the hypocrites working there, it's highly intoxicating. But I managed, and due to the new noobs joining, it's nice to teach for once. Poor ol' saps can't even tell the different between a latte and a cappuccino. Well that's where I am there to help.

 

Without her, that annoying day I usually would have to due to a fallout with my family members(which happens alot these days) usually she would cheer me up. I look forward everytime I am with the same shift as her.. Even when my least favourite person is there.

 

Without her, working at Starbucks would be. A bit of a bore. Oh the constant teasing. Those moments cherish I will.

 

The fact that she has a boyfriend really is painful. So it's rather complicated at first... Now she's a beneficial friend. For which I will never have the privilege to work with again.

 

Jolene, if you're ever reading this, I thank you for helping me all this while. Even on your last day, you made my day by cheering me up.

Goodbye, my dearest friend. Until we meet again